Waiting

So now it is still a waiting game. My packet went in October 25, and presently it is January 10th, and I still have no idea whether I will be an Officer or Enlisted. I am pretty excited about my future in the Navy, but also sad. Sad because I will be away from my love, and wish I could be there with him, my Joshua. I wish I could be with him in Germany experiencing what it is like out there, but most of all being with him. This long distance crap sucks, especially when his internet goes down constantly. So now with me also going into the military, it will be tough and figuring out when we get to see one another is also a challenge. Also, where he is he will be out in the field often, so I may not get to see him before I leave for boot camp.:( Boot camp is in FREEZING Great Lakes, Illinois, joy...Ugh..lol. Then after that I go to my a school in gorgeous Mayport Florida! Not too shabby huh? But, if I get accepted as an officer I could get stationed anywhere wonderful and fabulous. What sucks though is being far from Joshua and having to worry about money. Money because seeing one another will be tough since we'll be stationed far from each other more than likely. And, I really want to focus on the future and save money so that will stink. But, at least if I'm an officer I'll have more money coming in.:) I also need to worry about my dog, I love him so much but maybe it'd be better for him to stay with my parents. My mom doesn't want me to take him with me but at the same time I really don't want to burden them so we'll see. Just waiting to hear if I made officer or not, hopefully I did! Then I'll be off to Newport Rhode Island for OCS(Officer Candidate School) and my A school after that. I don't know if they call it an A school for the officers lol. But, it will either be Supply or Surface Warfare. Fingers crossed for either one, I'm not picky!